im locked inside your heart shaped box for always...

well this weekend was a little crazy... friday... i went and picked up Seth, Rusty, Brandon and Samantha... Sam came and played in the marathon wiht us.. i got sick.. Wes didnt want me to go back on the field... so i got pissed and came home.. watched some family guy with all those guys and went to sleep...

Rusty and Brandon got up the next morning and walked to the sunshine cafe adn ate breakfast... called me from there to come get them.. silly asses... so i took them home and went to work... it sucked too

lastnight... i went to brandons after i got off work to hang out with every one... got a lil drunk lol. it was great fun lol but Seth kinda made me mad... but i got over it... i laughed at every one there lastnight until i hurt.. i still hurt! lol good stuff... good stuff

Brandon and Bradley went and picked up and elk head lastnight... it was friggin halarious! walked in the room with the damn thing this morning and it scared the holy hell out of me. lol...

but yeah... got up today.. Seth came over for a little while... he didnt feel good either. so he went home.. i went to sonic.. got sweet tea.. and then came home.. got on line and here i am :(

things are crazy... lastnight i got upset.. and went and sat on the roof.. Bradley came up and talked to me... made me feel better about alot of the things that are going on.. but also made me realize that maybe i shoudl be more cautious than i'm being...

somethign else... heh.. the ball game... heh... boy i made stupid mistakes that night.. not so much mistakes... but just said something that i wasnt ready to say... i told him i loved him... and i was far from ready for him to know that.. makes me feel VERY vunerable... too vunerable.. and i hate it. but oh well.. the truth came out.. i just dont know what to do

Justin just called. thats somethign else that im not too sure about... mainly cuase i know hes gonna go crazy when he finds out who im dating.. and that its not just that im dating him.. that i really... really love him.. im IN love with him... and omg it kills me.. i just hope the only thing that Justin has to say is that hes happy for me... idk.. i dont want to tell him anything about it while hes there, cuase i know he'll go crazy.. and right now.. hes looking forward to comming home... but im sorry.. idk what to do...

*sigh*

anyway.. i really miss him. :-D he makes me happy!

i think imma go find somethign to do.. like sleep.. i hurt all over

~*AJ*~